okayy yeaa i juss did a post about my shitty life [lOl]
buht yuu kno how wen yu get sad. and yuu start listenin to all the sad music? well heres just a list of what i listen to when im sad/madd
Suicidal Thoughts- Biggie Smalls
Dear Mama- Tupac
If- Destiny's Child
True- Brandy
Fuck The World- Lil Wayne
Fuck What I Said[?i think?]- Eamon
Broken-Hearted Girl- Beyonce'
Fly Away- Auburn
Runnin- Biggie Smalls && Tupac
I Feel Like Dying- Lil Wayne
&&nd a few others buht these are the ones that first come to mind
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Thursday, January 15, 2009
thoughts [1/14 12:14am]
Everytime you come to mind
I have to think
Think about what could be
Think about what should be
Basicly, everything that has to deal with you and me
You know how I feel
I know how you feel
But i cant help but think
Think that you can have somebody prettier
Think that you can have somebody closer
Basicly, somebody better than me
So i keep my feelings and thoughts to myself
knowing in my mind you can have another girl
cuter than me
smarter than me
better than me
Someone who see's what i see in you
Who likes you for the same reasons i do
And then youdd start liking her too
Is my heart ready for that?
No it really isnt
Is that why i seem the way i do?
Yea, thats very true
Basicly, I see no reason to put all my heart out there
if this is how i feel, that youd find another love
And it would be real
If you get what im saying
and i hope that you do
i got madd luv for you
even if i dont kall yuu boo
I have to think
Think about what could be
Think about what should be
Basicly, everything that has to deal with you and me
You know how I feel
I know how you feel
But i cant help but think
Think that you can have somebody prettier
Think that you can have somebody closer
Basicly, somebody better than me
So i keep my feelings and thoughts to myself
knowing in my mind you can have another girl
cuter than me
smarter than me
better than me
Someone who see's what i see in you
Who likes you for the same reasons i do
And then youdd start liking her too
Is my heart ready for that?
No it really isnt
Is that why i seem the way i do?
Yea, thats very true
Basicly, I see no reason to put all my heart out there
if this is how i feel, that youd find another love
And it would be real
If you get what im saying
and i hope that you do
i got madd luv for you
even if i dont kall yuu boo
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Looking for?
Looking for somebody I can call boo
Looking for somebody I can love, who will love me too
Looking for someone to wipe the tears away
Looking for somebody to tell me everything is okaii
Looking for more than a fling
Looking for a real thing
Looking for a reason to put a smile on my face
Looking for love, not a chase
Looking for somebody I can love, who will love me too
Looking for someone to wipe the tears away
Looking for somebody to tell me everything is okaii
Looking for more than a fling
Looking for a real thing
Looking for a reason to put a smile on my face
Looking for love, not a chase
Thoughts....
I keep my feelings inside all to myself
It's always been like that
Afraid of what others might do?
Yea I guess so
If you dont know what I mean
Ill tell you how it seems
Have you ever got that feeling that people are trying to take advantage of your feelings?
This is why I feel like I have to keep my feelings to myself
Because of the fear that someone will take advantage of my feelings
Because of the fear that in the end ill be the one hurt
Because of the fear that ill be the broken hearted one
It's always been like that
Afraid of what others might do?
Yea I guess so
If you dont know what I mean
Ill tell you how it seems
Have you ever got that feeling that people are trying to take advantage of your feelings?
This is why I feel like I have to keep my feelings to myself
Because of the fear that someone will take advantage of my feelings
Because of the fear that in the end ill be the one hurt
Because of the fear that ill be the broken hearted one
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Dear you
this is jus a poem/letter i wrote at 4:27 a.m. about something that was on my mind. iit juss kinda came to me while i was thinkin....
Dear You,
I got madd feelings for you
Im hoping you feel the same way too
Im writing this to show you how I feel
Just know my feelings for you are real
I love yo personality, yo swagg, yo style
The things you say make me smile
And when im on the phone quiet as can be
Just know im thinking of you, hoping your thinking of me
Words cant express how i feel for you
Know that im not lying, this is all true
And I know i sound like im fastly falling for you
But these feelings that im feeling are new
I dont think ive felt this way before
My feelings grow for you more and more
I really wanna get close to you
Its just a hard thang for me to do
I wanna be your girl, yo wifey, yo boo
and like i said, im hoping you feel the same way too
This is just a run down of how i feel
It aint the big picture or the real deal
If i could open my heart and my brain so you can see whats inside
You'd know how i feel and whats on my mind
So I wrote this so you can understand
How much i want you to be my man
Dear You,
I got madd feelings for you
Im hoping you feel the same way too
Im writing this to show you how I feel
Just know my feelings for you are real
I love yo personality, yo swagg, yo style
The things you say make me smile
And when im on the phone quiet as can be
Just know im thinking of you, hoping your thinking of me
Words cant express how i feel for you
Know that im not lying, this is all true
And I know i sound like im fastly falling for you
But these feelings that im feeling are new
I dont think ive felt this way before
My feelings grow for you more and more
I really wanna get close to you
Its just a hard thang for me to do
I wanna be your girl, yo wifey, yo boo
and like i said, im hoping you feel the same way too
This is just a run down of how i feel
It aint the big picture or the real deal
If i could open my heart and my brain so you can see whats inside
You'd know how i feel and whats on my mind
So I wrote this so you can understand
How much i want you to be my man
Yours Truely,
Me <3
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
NEW YEARSZ!!
CHRIS ROCK IS DAH iiSH!
on dah real tip!
i watched his comedy vid called: "KILL THE MESSENGER"
dah shit is MADD FUNNY!
I watched it twice today... woo i was rollin! yuu shud check it oout
the other day i also found dis site where yuu download this program[for free] and they have a BUNCH of movies && tv shows yuu can either watch up dere or download [AND THEY'RE FREE!]
but yeaa.. itsz NEW YEARS EVE! a new mutha-friggen year ahead!
&&nd imm up here thinkin bout all the gudd times in 08!
" clap demm bunsz!"
"Leave lone, I SAID LEAVE LONE!"
"how yah like me now" "not at all"
gudd times... but i ready for a new year, new start...
so have a HAPPY NEW YEAR BxTCHEZ!
on dah real tip!
i watched his comedy vid called: "KILL THE MESSENGER"
dah shit is MADD FUNNY!
I watched it twice today... woo i was rollin! yuu shud check it oout
the other day i also found dis site where yuu download this program[for free] and they have a BUNCH of movies && tv shows yuu can either watch up dere or download [AND THEY'RE FREE!]
but yeaa.. itsz NEW YEARS EVE! a new mutha-friggen year ahead!
&&nd imm up here thinkin bout all the gudd times in 08!
" clap demm bunsz!"
"Leave lone, I SAID LEAVE LONE!"
"how yah like me now" "not at all"
gudd times... but i ready for a new year, new start...
so have a HAPPY NEW YEAR BxTCHEZ!
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
How will i know?
"I know there is something that I'm feeling but I can't quite put it into words. It's got me hopin that you feelin it too cause for me it's a first. does anyone truly understand what real love is about? don't say I'm too young to know what's real. my heart skips a beat I can hardly breathe, every time that he comes near. it's so amazing almost crazy how i'm thinkin bout you lately. tell me how in the world did it come to this. it took me by surprise when you opened my eyes to hopefully show me what love is..."
-KeKe Palmer
This is sorta how im feeling...
and its really wierd because Im so into this boy &&nd we dont even see each other like that... But he's like the koolest dude. I juss kant help but think about himm all the friggen time! And every slow song I listen to has at least one part that relates [ex. The closer I get to you; Falling in love; HOW WILL I KNOW?; I wanna be (your Baby); Be with me; and others, but you get the point]
And i know i fall quickly for people, but it seems like this is different. &&nd the bad thing is he really wants us to get close, but i know that im not a person that gets close to people really quick. Itsz like once you get really close to someone and tell them things, something happens and... BLAM! itsz back in ya face.. so im use to getting close with people, and i think he getting annoyed w it dat [and the fact that i dont kall himm bae all dah time]
And i dont want him to think that i dont wanna get close to him, because i really do, but its juss how i am; ive juss always been like this.
But i got madd feelings for himm and i dont want him to think otherwise, or think im talking to other boysz cause it aint nothing like that. and the other thing.. LONG DISTANCE! OMG! if it wasn't long distance he'd be the perfict guy... i mean i could come down every while but it aint the same... and itsz like [sorry to sound like a luvv sick puppy] i really wanna be wit this dude.. like really... but yeaa thats about it for rite now....
:( ....... :
-KeKe Palmer
This is sorta how im feeling...
and its really wierd because Im so into this boy &&nd we dont even see each other like that... But he's like the koolest dude. I juss kant help but think about himm all the friggen time! And every slow song I listen to has at least one part that relates [ex. The closer I get to you; Falling in love; HOW WILL I KNOW?; I wanna be (your Baby); Be with me; and others, but you get the point]
And i know i fall quickly for people, but it seems like this is different. &&nd the bad thing is he really wants us to get close, but i know that im not a person that gets close to people really quick. Itsz like once you get really close to someone and tell them things, something happens and... BLAM! itsz back in ya face.. so im use to getting close with people, and i think he getting annoyed w it dat [and the fact that i dont kall himm bae all dah time]
And i dont want him to think that i dont wanna get close to him, because i really do, but its juss how i am; ive juss always been like this.
But i got madd feelings for himm and i dont want him to think otherwise, or think im talking to other boysz cause it aint nothing like that. and the other thing.. LONG DISTANCE! OMG! if it wasn't long distance he'd be the perfict guy... i mean i could come down every while but it aint the same... and itsz like [sorry to sound like a luvv sick puppy] i really wanna be wit this dude.. like really... but yeaa thats about it for rite now....
:( ....... :
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