Looking for?

Looking for somebody I can call boo
Looking for somebody I can love, who will love me too
Looking for someone to wipe the tears away
Looking for somebody to tell me everything is okaii
Looking for more than a fling
Looking for a real thing
Looking for a reason to put a smile on my face
Looking for love, not a chase

Thoughts....

I keep my feelings inside all to myself
It's always been like that
Afraid of what others might do?
Yea I guess so
If you dont know what I mean
Ill tell you how it seems
Have you ever got that feeling that people are trying to take advantage of your feelings?
This is why I feel like I have to keep my feelings to myself
Because of the fear that someone will take advantage of my feelings
Because of the fear that in the end ill be the one hurt
Because of the fear that ill be the broken hearted one

Dear you

this is jus a poem/letter i wrote at 4:27 a.m. about something that was on my mind. iit juss kinda came to me while i was thinkin....

Dear You,

I got madd feelings for you
Im hoping you feel the same way too
Im writing this to show you how I feel
Just know my feelings for you are real
I love yo personality, yo swagg, yo style
The things you say make me smile
And when im on the phone quiet as can be
Just know im thinking of you, hoping your thinking of me
Words cant express how i feel for you
Know that im not lying, this is all true
And I know i sound like im fastly falling for you
But these feelings that im feeling are new
I dont think ive felt this way before
My feelings grow for you more and more
I really wanna get close to you
Its just a hard thang for me to do
I wanna be your girl, yo wifey, yo boo
and like i said, im hoping you feel the same way too
This is just a run down of how i feel
It aint the big picture or the real deal
If i could open my heart and my brain so you can see whats inside
You'd know how i feel and whats on my mind
So I wrote this so you can understand
How much i want you to be my man

Yours Truely,

Me <3

How will i know?

"I know there is something that I'm feeling but I can't quite put it into words. It's got me hopin that you feelin it too cause for me it's a first. does anyone truly understand what real love is about? don't say I'm too young to know what's real. my heart skips a beat I can hardly breathe, every time that he comes near. it's so amazing almost crazy how i'm thinkin bout you lately. tell me how in the world did it come to this. it took me by surprise when you opened my eyes to hopefully show me what love is..."

-KeKe Palmer

This is sorta how im feeling...

and its really wierd because Im so into this boy &&nd we dont even see each other like that... But he's like the koolest dude. I juss kant help but think about himm all the friggen time! And every slow song I listen to has at least one part that relates [ex. The closer I get to you; Falling in love; HOW WILL I KNOW?; I wanna be (your Baby); Be with me; and others, but you get the point]

And i know i fall quickly for people, but it seems like this is different. &&nd the bad thing is he really wants us to get close, but i know that im not a person that gets close to people really quick. Itsz like once you get really close to someone and tell them things, something happens and... BLAM! itsz back in ya face.. so im use to getting close with people, and i think he getting annoyed w it dat [and the fact that i dont kall himm bae all dah time]

And i dont want him to think that i dont wanna get close to him, because i really do, but its juss how i am; ive juss always been like this.

But i got madd feelings for himm and i dont want him to think otherwise, or think im talking to other boysz cause it aint nothing like that. and the other thing.. LONG DISTANCE! OMG! if it wasn't long distance he'd be the perfict guy... i mean i could come down every while but it aint the same... and itsz like [sorry to sound like a luvv sick puppy] i really wanna be wit this dude.. like really... but yeaa thats about it for rite now....
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