songsz?

okayy yeaa i juss did a post about my shitty life [lOl]
buht yuu kno how wen yu get sad. and yuu start listenin to all the sad music? well heres just a list of what i listen to when im sad/madd

Suicidal Thoughts- Biggie Smalls

Dear Mama- Tupac

If- Destiny's Child

True- Brandy

Fuck The World- Lil Wayne

Fuck What I Said[?i think?]- Eamon

Broken-Hearted Girl- Beyonce'

Fly Away- Auburn

Runnin- Biggie Smalls && Tupac

I Feel Like Dying- Lil Wayne

&&nd a few others buht these are the ones that first come to mind

thoughts [1/14 12:14am]

Everytime you come to mind
I have to think
Think about what could be
Think about what should be
Basicly, everything that has to deal with you and me
You know how I feel
I know how you feel
But i cant help but think
Think that you can have somebody prettier
Think that you can have somebody closer
Basicly, somebody better than me
So i keep my feelings and thoughts to myself
knowing in my mind you can have another girl
cuter than me
smarter than me
better than me
Someone who see's what i see in you
Who likes you for the same reasons i do
And then youdd start liking her too
Is my heart ready for that?
No it really isnt
Is that why i seem the way i do?
Yea, thats very true
Basicly, I see no reason to put all my heart out there
if this is how i feel, that youd find another love
And it would be real
If you get what im saying
and i hope that you do
i got madd luv for you
even if i dont kall yuu boo

Looking for?

Looking for somebody I can call boo
Looking for somebody I can love, who will love me too
Looking for someone to wipe the tears away
Looking for somebody to tell me everything is okaii
Looking for more than a fling
Looking for a real thing
Looking for a reason to put a smile on my face
Looking for love, not a chase

Thoughts....

I keep my feelings inside all to myself
It's always been like that
Afraid of what others might do?
Yea I guess so
If you dont know what I mean
Ill tell you how it seems
Have you ever got that feeling that people are trying to take advantage of your feelings?
This is why I feel like I have to keep my feelings to myself
Because of the fear that someone will take advantage of my feelings
Because of the fear that in the end ill be the one hurt
Because of the fear that ill be the broken hearted one

Dear you

this is jus a poem/letter i wrote at 4:27 a.m. about something that was on my mind. iit juss kinda came to me while i was thinkin....

Dear You,

I got madd feelings for you
Im hoping you feel the same way too
Im writing this to show you how I feel
Just know my feelings for you are real
I love yo personality, yo swagg, yo style
The things you say make me smile
And when im on the phone quiet as can be
Just know im thinking of you, hoping your thinking of me
Words cant express how i feel for you
Know that im not lying, this is all true
And I know i sound like im fastly falling for you
But these feelings that im feeling are new
I dont think ive felt this way before
My feelings grow for you more and more
I really wanna get close to you
Its just a hard thang for me to do
I wanna be your girl, yo wifey, yo boo
and like i said, im hoping you feel the same way too
This is just a run down of how i feel
It aint the big picture or the real deal
If i could open my heart and my brain so you can see whats inside
You'd know how i feel and whats on my mind
So I wrote this so you can understand
How much i want you to be my man

Yours Truely,

Me <3